Long Time Again !! he he =)
Hi World...
Excuse me pls.. I promise everytime to return to u regualrly and I dont !! Probably things are keeping me busy... U know my secrets ;) yea its more than a year since I came to this new coutnry.. Unbelievable.. Time jus flew infact it flies. What I acheived in this timespan cannot be quantified. A shallow look, says I have just wasted a lot of money, time and many other things. Many many irreversable things happened. A perfect roller coaster I would say. Well its time for me to make a decision now. I must go back home, according to the initial plans but things have chnaged now. I have options to stay back here as well !
Well before all that, my exams are too close. Im studying or atleast trying to study =) I know I have to keep up my Distinction grades if not an improvement. But cant be bothered, jus wanna pass.. I have to star tworking very soon. I have to find a decent job to pay for my living. I wish I got a job at Coles for the money they give. But I cant see myself finding anything gr8. An average one will do. Btw, I have made an appointment for getting a deepclean facial, hope it does some good. I wuld be really annoyed if the money goes for a waste. I seriously am thinkin if I made the right move coming to this country. I hardly can say it did any good.
I think I shud get over all this stupid teeny things bothering me and look at a bigger picture. I think Im not a 'normal life' material. Im yet to fiure out what mus b chasing. But I jus know that I got very unique ideas mayb the 'normals'can call it 'wierd ideas' ?? I want to lead my life with its control in my hands. I dont want external factors buggering and pulling me down.
yea, I got no idea of what I hav written there. Mayb I need some change in atmosphere. The current atmosphere is stressing me out.
Excuse me pls.. I promise everytime to return to u regualrly and I dont !! Probably things are keeping me busy... U know my secrets ;) yea its more than a year since I came to this new coutnry.. Unbelievable.. Time jus flew infact it flies. What I acheived in this timespan cannot be quantified. A shallow look, says I have just wasted a lot of money, time and many other things. Many many irreversable things happened. A perfect roller coaster I would say. Well its time for me to make a decision now. I must go back home, according to the initial plans but things have chnaged now. I have options to stay back here as well !
Well before all that, my exams are too close. Im studying or atleast trying to study =) I know I have to keep up my Distinction grades if not an improvement. But cant be bothered, jus wanna pass.. I have to star tworking very soon. I have to find a decent job to pay for my living. I wish I got a job at Coles for the money they give. But I cant see myself finding anything gr8. An average one will do. Btw, I have made an appointment for getting a deepclean facial, hope it does some good. I wuld be really annoyed if the money goes for a waste. I seriously am thinkin if I made the right move coming to this country. I hardly can say it did any good.
I think I shud get over all this stupid teeny things bothering me and look at a bigger picture. I think Im not a 'normal life' material. Im yet to fiure out what mus b chasing. But I jus know that I got very unique ideas mayb the 'normals'can call it 'wierd ideas' ?? I want to lead my life with its control in my hands. I dont want external factors buggering and pulling me down.
yea, I got no idea of what I hav written there. Mayb I need some change in atmosphere. The current atmosphere is stressing me out.
posted by An | 10:51 PM
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